This night

I close my eyes like

They’ll never open,

Let my mind rest like

It’s my last time,

Sleep peacefully like

I’ll never leave the

Comfort of my bed.

This night I let

The rain fall in peace,

Deafen my ears for a while

So that my body can

Feel the taste of self-love and joy.

Perhaps this night will let

My insecurities fade.

Maybe tomorrow I can feel

The beauty within me,

Embrace my uniqueness 

And shine with all

The scars and beauties. 

This night will end it all,

The doubt and the fears.