Have you noticed? we are fighting a lot lately.

I don’t want to blame you nor myself.

I know I am in pain and I am trying to be strong.

But it seems like trying to be strong, it is destroying me.

I am scared to deal with the pain because… It might change me.

It will destroy me, worst part you are not even comforting me,

and you promised to be there in such seasons in my life.

Sometimes, I feel like you are not aware of what I am going through.

You think I have healed?… No I haven’t.

I am left in dark room alone.

Can you stop putting salt in my wounds.

Can we stop fighting? I know I am not innocent in this.

I know I’ve said a lot of things but just know that,

I don’t mean those words.

You want the truth?

I miss you and it’s hard for me.

I need you more than anything.

I know if you were here, I was going to feel better but,

just know that I love you with all that I have.

I still want you, not anyone.

I still feel like there’s no one like you.

I am sorry, I never meant to hurt you,

I am sorry for yelling at you and being sensitive.

I am sorry…