I want to compose,

Tell you all my heartbreaking tale

But there is something that

Keeps on deterring me to jot down

All that comes out it’s tears 

And expressionless mind with dark thought

Yet I’m hurting and perishing same time

Don’t know how to elucidate

The misery in me 

I used to see my future 

But now I see dullness,

If I left you out with my say

I mean my relationship 

I see darkness as I said before.

Tears also can’t resist dripping with mixed emotions in me