The choice i make in life
The decision i am forced to take
The forgiveness i always give
The love i never receive
The care im longing for

Dear life
Why do you make my life hard
Why dont i recieve what i give
Why dont you pay for the efforts i made

A time come
Where i feel like
Throwing the towel away and give up
Suicidal thoughts come and go
I mean
What am i living for
I cant smile
Happiness in my life is history
And sadness has become my friend

Dear God
Please remove this horrible life
And replace it with a good life
I dont want wealth
I dont want fame
Only peace nd happiness
Will satisfy my soul