“Best friends”

they say

I wonder what these two words mean

You see,me and her were called best friends

Well I believed so

We used to chase cars and count birds

We used to dance in the rain and sit in the biggest rock

And count the stars in the sky

And comfort each other when storms came because we would face them together

Until she saw the difference between me and them

I became boring and cars were chased by her and them

Anyway I don’t blame her

You see ,I became distant to a point chasing cars and counting stars didn’t matter

You see I stayed distant because pain became my hobby

Overthinking became my day to day thing

Funny enough she didn’t see it

Because she was chasing cars with them

And she didn’t know about my first attempt of committing suicide

Because she was dancing in the rain with them