Looking outside my window.

The rain is pouring,

and my heart is broken.

God, can you see me?

Can you hear me while I am crying?

Everybody comes and goes.

I guess that’s the rule of life.

Maybe on my side.

I don’t know what I want.

I want to be happy, loved, appreciated and trusted too.

But it hurts when you are happy and you know that the feeling won’t last.

I am suffocating.

I am drowning.

It even hurts to smile.

I have been living a lie.

Thanks for opening my eyes.

Now I know that I am not loved.

I just want to die.

I am hopeless, clueless.

So depressed, anxious and all negative feelings.

Got no friends.

Got no lover.

Just a loner,

so confused.