No more peace for me,
Can’t find a place to hide,
All I want is to jump into the deepest hole,
& hang onto the highest pole,
Life becomes the greatest nightmare,
Before my eyes, with blurness & darkness.
Up to the pick of my soul,
The dark strong wind unleashed,
Against the odds & obstacles,
My power seems to perish,
Upholding the endless pain aggressively,
To scared to fight it,
This dark cloud hovering over my head.
All I want is to run into the longest tunnel & disappear from reality,
Looking into the mirror,
Seeking my real identity ,
I see those ball shaped eyes.
Releasing pure water,
Falling down to the ground,
Like a waterfall ,
Each and every droplet of every year that I have shed,
Counts for the pain I’ve felt.