I bury myself under these blankets
Every night concluded with the thought of the incomplete day I just got through.
Every day seems like a challenge I have to face.
Everyday lived like a game,where I fight for survival.
Please protect me from myself.
Days I spent worried about the few days ahead.
I’ve tried shortening my days
I tried concluding the days of my life
But methods I used all ineffective.
Please protect me from myself.
I’m on a mission to reduce the pain.
I’m on a mission to have a better life
I’m not suicidal
But please do protect me from myself.
Because though this smile is plastered on my face..
Internally depression and anxiety have taken over
Again I beg
Please protect me from myself