I bury myself under these blankets
Every night concluded with the thought of the incomplete day I just got through.
Every day seems like a challenge I have to face.
Everyday lived like a game,where I fight for survival.
Please protect me from myself.
Days I spent worried about the few days ahead.
I’ve tried shortening my days
I tried concluding the days of my life
But methods I used all ineffective.
Please protect me from myself.
I’m on a mission to reduce the pain.
I’m on a mission to have a better life
I’m not suicidal
But please do protect me from myself.
because….
Because though this smile is plastered on my face..
Internally!?
Internally depression and anxiety have taken over
Again I beg
Please protect me from myself