Out here outside trying to find Shelter seeking protection yearning

For peace but no answer from Someone to look after what had Occurred because now I am

Bemused I have to get my situation together as i find myself defeated by

Loyalty what price do we have to pay In order to be regarded as loyalty

I am ready because now, sooner or later

I might be possibly out of here i thank you farther i thank you mother

I pledge you to accept my situation

As i hang myself on top

On top of the Eiffel Tower

And let Loose for once and for all

As i am no longer valuable to the family

But With or Without your approval I have Made an oath to myself and Motivation

From you farther as you always said A men has to have courage

And Conquer to any dilemma that has come up upon him

And I apologise because this is now my time

As I am about to kick the bucket

And finally be no longer be an existence in this cruel world,

I love you all Peace

If you are feeling depressed or suicidal, please know that there is help out there and you can get better. Reach out to SADAG counselling 0800 567 567 (toll-free counselling between 8am and 8pm) or their Suicide Crisis Line: 0800 567 567. You are not alone.