Oh life, why me?

Why had you chosen me as a sacrificial lamb?

Why do you constantly choose to torment me?

From natality till now into maturity.

Why do you choose to treat me this way?

Am I paying for my father’s and forefathers’ sins?

Or is it some sort of karma?

Or generational curse?

Luck had never been on my side.

Only misery and misfortunes.

Just give me a reason.

My tears don’t mean anything to you.

My sadness doesn’t invoke any sympathy from you.

You have turned your heart into stone.

Good things you have deprived me.

Good opportunities you let them pass me by.

Money, you’ve never let it touch my palms.

My human dignity being nothing but dregs.

I have called out for you, begged you to at least

recognise me just once.

But you’ve always looked the other way.

Now I am down on bended knee.

My heart is crying out to you.

Oh life, why me?

I really don’t deserve this or do I?

Just tell me why , tell me why?