I’m just sleeping 
With an aching heart 
I don’t really know 
Why it is aching 
But I am feeling no emotion
My life is standing still 
Like a nonfunctioning car 
Standing still like my emotions 
My life is boring 
If it was a movie 
I won’t even bother watching it 
I am not feeling any emotion
Just an aching heart 
I want to be happy 
I want something spicy in my life 
But I don’t really know the ingredients 
To a happy life 
I don’t have goals, I am so unmotivated 
I want to be seen, I want attention 
But my life is a bore, it is still 
Like my emotions 
I don’t know if it’s depression 
But deep down I want happiness 
I don’t want the peace, the tranquillity 
The unmotivated me, I want to be seen 
I want to be heard but I don’t know how