No! No! No! No!

That’s What I Should Have Said!

When You Came To Me Saying You Love Me,

I Should Have Said NO!

We Started Dating, It Was Nice And Romantic

I Was In Love I Guess, But I Now Realize I

Should Have Said NO!

When You Asked Me Out Saying We

Should Go TO A Party I Said YES!

I Escaped From Home We Got To The Party,

We Drank Till We Dropped, I Don’t Remember

What Happened, But When I Woke Up…

I Was Naked Lying On Top Of The BED,

Blood On The Sheets, I Started CRYING

REGRETS,REGRETS,REGRETS

I Should Have Said NO!

You Walked In Half Naked, Smiling and happy

You Looked At Me Asked me ‘How Was I Doing?”

‘Really, How Did You Think I Was Doing’

“Well You Seemed To Enjoy it “

“ENJOY IT! I WAS DRUNK,I Never Asked For This

“What Did You Expect Would’ve Happen, HUH?

I Looked At Him, Crying In Pain

He Chased Me Out Like A Dog

He Got What He Wanted,

He Did Not Want Me Anymore

I Cried, Tears Rolling Down My Cheeks

I Should Have Said NO!

NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!

Is What I Should Have Said,

REGRETS,REGRETS,REGRETS

Is All I Have

Justice Was Served, You Got Away With It,

YOU RAPED ME,

A Month Later I Found Out I Was Pregnant

To Late For Abortion,

I Should Have Said NO!

WHY? I WONDERED WHY ME I ASKED MYSELF

MY VIGINITY WAS GONE

I Dropped Out At School,

My Dream Shattered & Scattered

From A Somebody To A Nobody

Nine Months Later I Gave Birth To A Lovely Beautiful Girl,

I Named Her THANDO,

IT MEANS LOVE

She Became An Reminder Of What I Went Through

A Reminder Of How Love Is And Was

Well All In All

I Still Have REGRETS,PAINS,DISSAPOINTMENTS,

QUESTIONS unanswered, Looking Back At Young Girl I Was,

DREAMS I HAD ALL SHATTERED AND SCATTERED

I WAS ONCE A YOUNG GIRL TODAY I’VE BECOME A MOTHER

I LOOK BACK ONLY TO REALIZE

I SHOULD HAVE SAID NO!