Maybe I should have lowered my expectations

I should have known better maybe

You see the day you asked me why I have your tenz

Was the day I found myself crying on the bathroom floor

My eyes red and puffy

I told myself I wouldn’t cry

The tears wouldn’t stop pouring

It was silly right crying over a text message

Well I just couldn’t stop the tears

The day I found out there’s someone in your life

The hope I had was gone

I felt my whole world crumbling down

I felt like crying and screaming

I felt like the walls in room were sliently closing in on me

I was in to deep I had no time to turn back

It was to late to forget

How could I forget if I had to be in the same room as you for a whole week

Whereby when I turned around it was your pretty face I saw

My friend was also taken by you

The three of us in the same room

At the same time

It was hard!

The day you told me maybe we won’t be talking in the future

I felt my whole world crumbling down in pieces once again

I had a mental breakdown

I panicked, unanswered questions roaming my mind

I asked you why but you ignored me

Not bothering to answer my message

Neitherless save my numbers

I feel so naive

Why do I always fall for the wrong people 😭

Neitherless of that the damage you caused it wasn’t severe than the pain I felt long back

I still hope

And I still love ya

That’s why I got your tenz

Hope that answers your question

But I think I just have to get my answer

Cause rejection is better than waiting for nothing and getting all your hopes high