Some say women are rock “imbokondo” 
but my mom was not that rock 
my mother is a reason why I suffer 
I don’t know which feeling I feel for you mom 
but it not love 
it can’t be love 
I remember when you made love to the men you brought home from the club in my presence 
you didn’t even try to hide it from me 
I was young 
I used to have dreams on my mind 
but all those dreams are gone.