My mind up and down like stairs

My emotions overwhelming me

Making me want you more then anything

But my insecurities push you away

And I don’t want you to leave

But you’re already gone

You forgot me in a blink of an eye

Was your love a lie?

I don’t know

But I don’t believe that cause what I feel is true

It’s pure and unique

But I hide them

Why, you might ask

Because people think wrong

And I don’t want that

But still I want you

Please understand

Cause I still care for you from afar

And if I am ready to face my insecurities

Be there so I can take you cause I really care I do

You are my messenger, how I miss our letters

All your stories

I miss you