Maybe everything is just becoming too unbearable

Maybe I’ve reached the end of my journey

Maybe it’s time to accept that the depression and anxiety has finally taken its toll on me

Maybe the grief has succeeded in suffocating me

My heart doesn’t listen to me anymore

It keeps on reminding me of what I’ve lost

My heart keeps on searching for someone who is no longer here

I keep on listening to his favourite music

And I swear I can hear his voice every time

My heart doesn’t want to understand

It refuse to accept that he is gone

Is there someone who can tell me how to make my heart understand?

My heart keeps on searching for him in every guy I see in the street.

My heart just can’t let go of him

But can’t my heart see that it is causing me so much pain?