with great worry I sit

with great hunger

good intentions, big ambitious

a number of plans

a list of wishes

multiple attempts

endless sorrows

under great judgement

an empty bank account

beautiful children I need to feed

But i have never thanked you enough

for your grace

for your mercy

for a blessing of life

for your presence in my life

what good is my soul if it’s of wordly things ?

so I ask you today, to teach me how to confide in you

to know you better

to surrender all to you

and if that I shall receive, will be the greatest wisdom of all, for you take care of your own and never deceive or forsake them. Amen