My pain became my strength so I’m stronger,

To the things that brings me down I will never surrender.

I’ve had my days of anger,

I no longer worry myself, never.

My heart always carry and hides away my pain forever.

Losing you has hit me forever,

Over a decade now I can’t forget ever.

Your memories have made me a man to remember,

All of the teachings are living in my deeds forever,

All of the dreams you had for me helped me carry you wherever.

You must be smiling from heaven, you’re a grandmother,

Yes you can’t see but I know you couldn’t be any prouder.

I may not be living the life you wanted but I’m grateful for bringing me into this world everyday,

Hopefully you visit in my dreams and have a conversation someday,

Your memories like few seconds ago through the years with me live on everyday.

To the eyes of many I’m nothing,

With you around I always felt I’m something.

Today I’m writing out of nothing,

I don’t have anyone, I’ve lost everything.

From all of this I hope you’re listening too, I hope to be something.