Suddenly there is a feelings

Feeling, l feel deeply inside my heart

What going on , it nagging.

It’s a rhythm play repeat pardon , does it need an attention?.

Since in the morning till the night . It beating fast , does it tell me to find someone who would love me but am scared I don’t want to be trapped again.

my mindset tell me to start searching but last time was arching .it painful

It painful and awful because it may rub the wrapped wounds.

I thought i won’t be in love or in relationship anymore.

but I think my heart want to open for somebody .

My heart beat for somebody, oh lord tell my mind to approach an innocent one ,

Am dying for somebody a stranger one not even a popular one.

I didn’t bumped to someone on way but my heart tell a story.

I don’t remember meeting someone tonight,

it magical sadly it didn’t connect to anybody but it tell me to fall in love again and I didn’t get emotionally on my way to tuck shop.

I was happy alone , listening music inserted ear bugs connect music..

I need to avoid this feelings , I don’t want to find myself in trouble again.

I need to fix myself first before i accept new love and am not magnets to run over connection feelings.

If l’ am not aware this players will make me melt like a jelly to them.

I can’t be fooled anymore, I suffered a lot

I will wait until love it grows and once it grow , I follow my heart. ❤️

I will run to my Mom happly to hug her and sing a song by Maverick × nonnyy and

say ” Mama ngimtholile.”

written _ by. L. Mkhwanazii