Loving you felt so amazingly unreal

Is this me l thought to myself

Who would have thought that someone like him 

would be interested in loving someone like me

Loving him is my greatest sin

Lord forgive me for l have sinned

I’ve sinned but l don’t regret it

I know that he’s got a girlfriend

But l love him

He once said he would leave his girlfriend for me

I was dumb enough to think that he would leave his girlfriend for me

l was dumb enough to think that we could have been something

I was dumb enough to fall for him

Every morning I wake up depressed and miserable

I think about him every day but it is what it is