it’s one o’clock in the morning

I couldn’t sleep without writing about you

I hope you understand

Just that emotions are said to be involuntary

I am trying by all means

to convince myself that I don’t love you

But deep down , I know I’m lying

I’m scared , really i am

I’m listening to ” it was meant to be”

by Bebe Rexha

I’m crying and hurt

To think that I might also not be treated well

“Boy make me believe ”

Can you make me believe you?