Forgiveness

I hope you read this letter and find a place in your heart to consider my request :

My days are never the same

As before you used to be the first person I talk to in the morning and also at night

I know its may sound ridiculous but I miss your voice ,laughter and also your not so funny jokes you acting as my dad, being there for me when I was weak when I feel like I can’t go on I listen to your music which serves as a cure to my soul

And also your voice notes on WhatsApp if I knew that I was gonna loose you I would have recorded every single phone call we had unfortunately I didnt know that

Which is my lose and fault

If I knew its was my last time talking to you on that phone call we made I would have never dropped that call

I miss you so much

I admit That I was a bad no a horrible girlfriend which am not proud off being that but we have to admit that I was a good friend to you.

God knows that I have apologized countlessly even I don’t know what else am I supposed to do but I will not stop apologizing until I earn your forgiveness

Lastly I did love you in my own weird way which it seems difficult for you to believe

And also I still do but now my heart has accepted that I have lost you which hurts but its the bitter truth I have to swallow l am asking for is your forgiveness thats all

by infamous M/JM Thobela