To my old friend whom I lost

I wish everything could go back to normal

I wish to rekind things with my old friend

I wish she could forgive my actions.

I did not know I was going to loose you !

I did not know my actions were hurting you

Because I kept my cheatings private and I did not want you to find out .

But I failed you .

Our love was strong ,

I still remember your effort in our love ,

I still remember how we used to laugh at each other ,

I still remember the fights and all the laughing ,

I still remember how we kissed and those tight hugs ,

But I guess at the end you thought they were not enough .

Ever since you left life is no longer the same .

All I see in my bedroom is your shadows ,

I’m always listening to your smell and how we shared our breath

Starting this relationship was easy but it’s now hard to let it go .

I guess I lost the soul I wanted to keep till whenever ! .