Like rain drops
Tears flow down my face
My heart hurts like it’s been repeatedly stabbed
My lips shiver to the point I’m unable to speak
Confusing thoughts run through my mind
My body turns ice cold
My legs tremble with fear
I’m scared to think and to feel
I’m scared to trust and to believe
I’m even scared to be happy because I know it’s hopeless to wish for happiness when I know I’ll just be hurt/sad as soon as I find happiness
What was my mistake in all of this?