What would have happened if I didn’t tell you?

What would have happened if I kept quiet,

All the days of loneliness and sorrow

with you and still, you didn’t notice me.

I was there for you when you needed my help.

All the sacrifices I made but you, you made none.

I go to bed crying thinking about how life would be if I fixed my mistakes.

I don’t even know how I ended up here.

Maybe if I didn’t exist your life would have been better,

I wouldn’t have been a burden.

I told you my biggest secret and that not even my family knows,

That I had depression, but somehow your affection stopped.

It was like I didn’t know you or maybe I did, but you just pretended.

You gave me the silent treatment as if I deserved it.

But I really wish I could move on but it’s not as easy as you think.