I dream awake

So I won’t sleep

These eyes won’t close

I’m way past my bed time

Tomorrow is school

But nothing else matters

This is not a trap

This is my eden,

No snakes allowed

I’ve locked the gate

This is my heaven

The only place I feel alive

This is a garden of my perfect selves

This is me jumping into a wishing well

I’m not leaving this utopia

This is selfarrest,

Locking myself in a perfect cell

This is me sick,

Me starving my brain

This is insomnia