I dream awake
So I won’t sleep
These eyes won’t close
I’m way past my bed time
Tomorrow is school
But nothing else matters
This is not a trap
This is my eden,
No snakes allowed
I’ve locked the gate
This is my heaven
The only place I feel alive
This is a garden of my perfect selves
This is me jumping into a wishing well
I’m not leaving this utopia
This is selfarrest,
Locking myself in a perfect cell
This is me sick,
Me starving my brain
This is insomnia