Sitting here listening to my heartbeat, beating fast
Which makes it so hard to control my breathing rate
Am boiling inside.
That’s how the rate of my anger
Which after comes with dizziness
How I wish this could stop
But keeps recurring again and again
Listening to music just push down tears
Well don’t I deserve peace of mind
I hate fighting with this inner self
Trying to reason with every small question I get
Trying to reason why I still deserve to live,
Even though I still see how am failing us,
Us , inner self and me
How inner self protested ,also stating how tired