My life is messed up
I don’t know what to do anymore
Do I still have a place on earth?
My life is worse than before
I know there’s no success without suffering
But I suffered a lot
Since this year started
I have been nothing but depressed
I even don’t know what it is to be happy!
I don’t know if I survive the pain any longer
Having to bear it for the past few months has been pain.
I don’t know if I still belong here.
I don’t feel important
Not Worthy
I know I have sinned
But I realised my sins and prayed for forgiveness
But I don’t know any more
All I can say is God please forgive me for my sins
It’s now that I see that I’m not who I thought I was.
But I’ll try to change, but it feels to me like it’s too late.