I say I’m angry

But truth is I’m feeling pain,

You didn’t really care about my feelings

When you ignored my texts

For days, weeks and months

I kept on sending texts

Hoping you would reply

You saw them but chose to ignore

I’m feeling pain

That while I was trying to kill

The part of me

That was insisting on waiting for you

You were busy loving someone else and,

I had to be the Audient.

I had to be the one to watch you happy

While I was crying every night for you

I had to learn to live with the pain

Of never being with you again

I had to gain my strength back

While emotionally and mentally suffering

Abandonment from someone I loved

Was never truly easy,

After so much trust I placed on you

You had to be the one

To make me feel so worthless

I was not an angry bird

I was sad, not mad.