I tried to be myself

I tried to behave

I tried to listen

I tried everything

I just can’t

I just can’t do it

I can’t be a human

I can’t perform humanity

I can’t look at a purse and not steal it

I can’t look at money and not want it

It just isn’t me

It will never be me

I tried church

I ended up eating grass

I tried cooking

But I got burnt

I tried security

But I stole instead

Who am I

What am I

What have I done

I am a criminal

I am a thug

I am a thief

But , I don’t

I don’t like it anymore

But I can’t stop

It’s in my blood

Why am still alive

I am a sinner

I deserve death

It’s over