I thought you loved me.

But on your love, I only find hatred behind your heart.

That’s what I meant about loving you never helps.

I can’t love now.

I can’t trust now.

I can’t help but stress feeling rush now.

My heart and time are two things I stopped giving.

All the feelings I used to have I dead inside me.

I ended up as the type of person that knows love cause I grew up in a place that never shows love.

Fake love don’t cut it no more.

I live in a time where love is more painful than hate.

I’ve been there for you and that’s how you thank me.

I run to you cause your soul has been broken too.

But maybe that’s the reason why I couldn’t get close to you.

All the smiles I give to people are fake now.

Ever since you said it’s over between us I couldn’t take it if no more.

The ones I hold close are the ones who just push away.

I’ve tried to fillfull your heart but I’ve failed.

I can’t lose you.

I can’t let you go.

You know I’m too weak to leave you.

Too weak to love someone else cause you know I need.

Yeah, I need you because I’m barely breathing.

Right now my life is miserable, laborious, and short.

I can die anytime cause I’ve already asked Lord to take me with him.

Maybe I have a better place there than the small one in your heart.

I know I’m an angel with broken wings.

I’m a loser.

I’m faithfully sinner that’s who I am.

Hugs and kisses ain’t enough.

I want your love then I shall change.

Maybe I’ll get my wings back.

Maybe this time I’ll be the winner.

Can I be the one who controls your heart?

What am l supposed to do to earn your love?

Well, I thought you loved me.