I NEVER HAD TIME
In the Beginning… his love was kind,
Funny , grateful,peaceful and understanding
We grew closer
It was a spark of magic,his voice angelic to my ears
I fell deeper
However……. I never had time.
In the Middle his love was brutal,barbaric & toxic ,
Guilt tripping, bullying and body shaming
A never ending , emotional rollercoaster ride
It took my joy,my self-confidence ,self worth
I was no better than a next to nothing
I fell harder.
Even so……I never had time.
In the Ending ……. his love
Broke my arm,cut my tongue and left me
with a blue eye
His love…..
Kicked my ribs in ,left my naked body on the street
The last I remember…. he gave me 1 last kick
I never had time…
To Talk to God
In the end of his love ,I had lots of time
to talk to God.