Said I’m okay even when I am not.
Worse closed some of the words
That shouldn’t be bottled up. 
I lied, claiming to be okay
Meanwhile, my heart is chanting in pain.
I lied to myself 
I lied to my confidence 
I lied that I am happy and then 
fake a smile just because am a woman. 
I lied saying I’ll be fine, rather than
I’ll get used to the pain.
Now my heart weight gigantic 
The pain of my lies, bitter words keep on 
Tossing me from time to time. 
I lied and murdered my very own 
Happiness just to make you happy!
But anyway Nothing I say