I have abandoned my studies,
Goals and career that I made,
I have burnt down a diary book
Where I wrote my resolutions,
It’s not like I don’t want
A better life
And break chains of poverty
I am just exhausted
From everything
I’m just exhausted from keeping
Trying and trying again
Only to receive failures
And face a mental breakdown
Not a change
It’s not like I’m negative
I’ve been positive
You know how hard days
Work
Even though when it was
Full of light
But the shadow won’t stop
Creeping in until it
Becomes fully dark
I know that whenever
I do something beneficial
Later on, I lose hope and leave it
It’s not like I want to be
A beggar for my entire life
I’m just exhausted from everything
My strength is sapped out
By setback
All that is left now is to crawl like
A baby
Seeking someone to carry me on
I know I have wasted my life
And Time
Roving around the corners
Alone hiding from reality
It’s not like I never wanted
To chase after my dreams
It was fear and anxiety
That caged me and made
Be folly