I really don’t know what
I really want
I really don’t know
What to do anymore
Everything just feels right
Everything just feels wrong
I no longer know what is right
And wrong
Every time I date
I feel like it’s wrong
And it also feels right
As I think I am enjoying life
But it also feels like peer pressure
Every time when I am sad or angry
I really don’t know anymore
I will date someone
And they will be toxic
I will leave them then
Move to another one
I will feel like I really don’t love them
I know who I love wholeheartedly
But we can’t be together
Sometimes I don’t even love him
Sometimes I do
But every time I fall for him
He always leaves me
Every time I fall in love
Or start loving them
They always say I don’t love them
And they just leave me
With a broken heart
I don’t know
I really don’t know anymore
I am just lost