I know I swore to never do to you what I did

but unfortunately I did.

What I should’ve taken heed to was

to never say never,

But here we are.

I did it out of loneliness

and sadness.

It felt good being appreciated,

loved,

cherished and seen.

For once, I was not being used

or taken for granted.

In my mind, I knew what I was doing was wrong

but my heart wouldn’t let me be right.

Instead of committing adultery,

I should’ve dealt with my dillemma head on

And expressed to you how I felt.

Although I wish I could say I regret the affair;

I don’t.

Because you have been doing the same thing to

me many a times.