I am so sorry, but I cannot love you better
This is a painful sentence with powerful nine words
I ever had to utter truthfully
To the one I was convinced that he could love me better
I wanted to love him
Yes, he was enough, loving and supportive
He was a friend, a mentor and a man I always dreamt of
But my past, my flaws and my painful experiences couldn’t let me love him
I knew something in me was missing
Like it has always been
I was truthfully missing a passionate love in me
This kind of love is important to me
And was supposed to be given to me so that I could preach.