I am a murderer
On that night
He came home drunk
His voice sounded
like a huge truck
He was shouting and
calling out my name
Things weren’t the same
He didn’t knock
‘Cause the door wasn’t locked
He just marched through…
His eyes were red
He jumped onto the bed
Without taking off his shoes
He was smelling of alcohol
I was scared of him
He wanted
to kiss me but
I refused
He just nodded his head
He went to the kitchen
That’s how the friction started
I thought he wanted his food
But it turns out I was a fool
He came up
Carrying a huge knife
Meaning my life was at stake
He was going to stab me
I suddenly felt the sound
of my heart beating faster
like the thunder storms from the sky
I had no options
Killing him was the only solution
I swear,
He was like an animal
Roaring like a trapped lion
He was about to stab me,
But I had luck;
The knife he was carrying fell down
I quickly grabbed it
My hands were shaking
My feet were trembling
I stabbed him on the neck
Don’t blame me
I killed him for the sake of saving my life
Killing him wasn’t my intention
I wish I was the one who got stabbed
Yes, I’m a murderer!