Lately getting out of bed is a struggle

Fighting every day to wake up

Sleeping but it’s never enough

Trying to open my eyelids but it feels like

Two tons are holding them down

Looking out from inside

Hoping to never go out

Hikikomori

The outside seems like it’s too much lately

No longer have vigor for the world

Building relationships has installed fear in me

No longer feeling the connections

Conversing but barely scratching the surface

All these one word messages have me feeling hopeless

Hikikomori

The whole world has become too materialistic

Generally speaking of course,

The cause has been the lack of money

And of course the extravagant Social media life

Now I’m also feeling a bit left behind

My time might come but also it might never come

That’s reality, the reality I’m not comfortable with

So, I I I I, seek solitude to escape into the world of fictional drawn illustrations

Hikikomori

Coz’ that world feels more home than this one

Coz’ that world is more wholesome than this one

This world is full of fakes claiming to be real

Singing praises of how perfect their reel lives are

Hikikomori

Being honest with one another is not a good idea

What if you have a fall out, then they use your truth against you?

Now most of us don’t feel like we belong

Having a lack of resources has some feeling like

They don’t measure up in society

Having your worthiness equated to how much money you have

No one said the world would be fair

The world being equal is an aspiration

They said