If I was myself

I wouldn’t have lied

I became strange in my own world

Dear self, I am sorry.

Dear self, I am trapped.

In the jungle, where I don’t belong

Who am I?

Just in case I want to know

Everything I touch turns to be black

Every way I go

I am all alone

And by myself

I’m unable to recognise myself

Why do I have to hate myself?

What have I done to myself?

I want to be me again.

A real me who finds solutions in every corner

Dear me,

I’m sorry for this hatred