Everything’s so confusing

Is my mind playing games or am I losing faith?

Am I the person I grew thinking I’ll be or the universe changed me?

I hardly sleep, there are voices inside my ears saying “You are a moron.”

All this is making it hard for me to believe you are watching us.

You are watching us suffer, people we need in our lives die like flies

People out there can barely find food they sleep in hungry stomachs, where are watching us from

These people believe that someday you will help the fulfill their needs,

Where are you, everything is hard to believe.

My heart hurts. I’m bleeding inside, sometimes I ask myself why did you

allow my parents to bring me on earth.

I think it was just to punish them for their sins

It’s hard to believe I’ve lost faith

I wake up everyday to better my yesterday

But it seems I wake up only to repeat what I did yesterday

I pray and cry my lungs out, I’m honest, I never lie.

It’s hard to believe you are there, at least give me a sign.