The thing about joy is that it leaves without saying goodbye

And that I wanna forget

I don’t wanna forget all that happiness gave me

Even though I was still young and naive to recall what happiness really is

Growing up I was happy

Now I only have moments

Moments born when I choose not to embrace sadness for a moment

Now anger is all I am

And sadness builds up upon my head; It is all I thinks of

Amazed I am not suicidal

I can’t even ask for peace

My mind tells me that alone I’ll have piece of mind

And reality showed me alone I think too much till depression consumes me

I wish I never realised I was growing

Perhaps I would still have that little bit of happiness