Ngu.C.selina

Izinyembezi ezimnyama azifihli emvuleni,

AbakhaliKude namanzi,

Ukuze kungabikho muntu ongangibona lokho

Ngiyakhala ,

Lapho ngikhumbula inkumbulo ebuhlungu,

Ngihlala phezu kwayo,

Ukuphila ngaphandle kwakho kubuhlungu

Kunzima kakhulu,

Kungathi inhliziyo yami ibhobokile,

Ngenqwaba yezinaliti,

Angikwazi ukudlula kulokhu,

Ngilala ngivuka ngilahlekile ,

Ngaso sonke isikhathi,

Ngisacela usizo lwenu,

Kuzo zonke izigigaba zempilo yami,

Ngakho-ke uhlala ngaphandle kwakho,

Kufana nokuhlala nomuntu ovulekile

Isilonda esingasoze saphola,

Ukungabikho kwakho kwangishiya

Ngokumelana ne-negative,

Ngizwa sengathi impilo yami imile

futhi ayisoze yaqhubeka,

Akukho okuzogcwala

Phakamisa inkomishi yenhliziyo yami ngothando futhi,

Ngoba akekho omunye

Uthando kulo mhlaba njenge-a

Umama,

Ingidwengula okwempisi

Engiklebhula izinyembezi

Phansi,

Noma ngabe hlobo luni lobudlelwano,

Nganginawe,

Ukulahlekelwa nguwe kwangishiya ngahlala

Usizi, kuyamangaza,

Ingishiye nemicabango eyandisiwe

Ukuze ukuzibulala futhi kuncishiswe

Ikhwalithi yempilo,

Ebusuku ngilwa nokuqwasha,

Nokucabanga obsessive,

Ngididekile,

Futhi awukwazi ukugxila,

Angikwazi ukulugwema lolu sizi

Futhi kubuhlungu ukuphila

Ukwazi ukuthi angisoze ngakubona

Wena futhi,

Ayikho imingcele yemizwa,

Lokho kugcwala emzimbeni nasengqondweni yami,

Inhliziyo yami ibuhlungu ngalokho engikulahlekele,

Isiqondiso nomama onamandla,

Ubani owayehlala efulathele,

Umama ojwayele ukubamba imindeni

Ndawonye,

Akukho okuzothatha indawo yakho,

Ukulila kwami akupheli,

Kungathi ngidlulela ngale kobumnyama

Iyangilandela yonke indawo lapho engikhona

Hamba,

Iza njengamagagasi olwandle,

Noma ngizungezwe,

Ngabathandekayo bami,

Ngibona sengathi abaqondanga

Engibhekene nakho,

Ngizizwa ngihlukanisiwe njengoba nginjalo

Ukudlula lokhu yedwa.