I know I am no longer the same 
I am no longer the girl 
You fell in love with 
It is not you 
It is me 
I am the problem 
I am broken 
My buried emotions 
Are coming back to the surface 
I have to deal with them 
They are demons 
But I am not that strong 
To deal with them
So I take them out on you 
I am sorry for being this toxic