• It is said that without the past there is no future 
  • But if it was up to me, I would love to just forget about my past, I have done stupid and embarrassing deeds 
  • I know that some of them were unintentional but they keep on hovering in my head 
  • whenever I’m alone there are my thoughts bring up things that happened a long time ago while I want to forget that I have done such things 
  • it is difficult for me to live a life that is normal like others , why does it have to be that those past events always play in my head