“Do you have a boyfriend” ?

People always ask me if l have a boyfriend?

I tell them no! But they never seem to believe me

They think that maybe I’m lying

Because they don’t know what I’m going through on the inside

They don’t know the pain that’s in my heart

The pain of loving someone who doesn’t love you back

The pain of feeling like you are not enough

The pain of feeling like someone is wrong with you

The pain of feeling unlovable

The pain never goes away