I wonder,that they do feel what I feel,

I wonder,if they also care as I care,

I cannot take it, that they may use my emotions,

I’m tired of being given a shadow,

While I’m busy starring at my window

Waiting for the sun rays,

Maybe for them to realise that it will take days,

Weeks, months,years,decades,and even centuries.

Do they love me like I do?

Do they care as I do?

Do they feel what I feel?

Or maybe it real, I’m rude, nuisance to them,

They are ashamed of I!

Maybe my biggest dream,

Has turned to my biggest nightmare,

Are they my mates, or are my emotions being played,

Torn as a page ripped from a beloved book,

Or is this legendary ,

Or is it necessary,

Or it was a momentary,

For me to give my all to them,

I just wonder,that do they feel what I feel?

That do they care as I care?

As a brother and a friend.