I miss my childhood years

My childhood friend

That friend is me

It seems like I’m running away from reality

I ain’t.

I’m not happy entirely.

Deep down, I’m shattered.

Back then, I was a child with dreams

I felt freer

But now all has changed

Deep down, I’m fighting my thoughts

Fighting my inner demon

My true enemy is I

How did it all end up here,

From being Innocent to being guilty,

Purity to sinful,

Angel to a demon?

Deep down, I ain’t myself.