Death is calling me and I don’t know what to do.

It’s calling me by my name and surname.

In my weakest moments, I always find myself nearly losing all my control and answer.

Here I am oh yes I’m ready!

Every time during my darkest days I always find myself nearly giving in and giving up.

Do you know what the voice of death sounds like?

Have you ever had that near-death experience?

I’ve been struggling with those for the past few years

I’ve never thought that I’d reach a point in my life where I’ll crave for death more than I’m craving for my favourite meal or drink

What is the point of living when you have lost your will to live?

I’ve lost my will to live.

What is the point of living when you are not happy?

Nothing excites you anymore?

I’ve lost my life the day I’ve lost my mommy, daddy, sis and big bro.

I have LOST my will to live.

I just want to go and sleep.

I have nothing and I have no one I’m all alone in this big world

No girlfriend, no friends and family

So what am I doing here?

While I’ve lost the only friends and family I had?

Death is calling me and its voice is getting louder and louder!