Where do you get your bravery?

Sometimes I wish I was bold as how I happen to appear

I wish I was brave enough to say and express my feeling without

The fear of being regarded as weak,

Because to them I am an inspiration.

I cannot let those who look up to me see the battles I’m facing

Now tell me, where do you get the courage to keep it all to yourself?

You want to know the truth?

Fear happens to be the sweat running down my spine when everyone thinks I got it all under

control.

I fear to be judged, tell me where you got the courage to face it all

Because as for me, I fear that someone will read if I write it down

I Fear that someone will misinterpret if I say it.

I’m not saying I want to quit, NO.

How do I explain to them that I’m not having it easy?

Tell me.